So many thoughts running through his head
But it all just fades, when he put paper to pen
Dissecting every single thought, until there's nothing, but the empty shell of a man left to awaken his dormant insanity
Scouring the cave that is his mind for something that makes sense
Left alone, in the darkness, no lights by his side
All hope fading away, all hope fades away
All hope fading away, all hope fades away
As I walk these hopeless streets
I find no solace in my dreams
Can't seem to gather all my thoughts
I am forever lost
This lost feeling, is so discomforting
I wake up every morning, and wonder why I'm alive
Approach everyday, wondering why I try
The same old shit to accomplish nothing
I'll always be one step behind
The end is coming closer, I can see my demise
Each passing day the solution seems much clearer
Taking my life never seemed so easy
Taking my life never seemed this easy
Stuck at the bottom of this hole
Clawing to pull myself out
Falling and failing, can't get a grip, there's nothing left to hold on to
Just end it all, when no one's around to care it doesn't seem so selfish
Sometimes I'm scared of tomorrow
Afraid of what lies, at the end of the road
"Everything will be okay,"
It's just a lie, that I've been told
You know as well as I, no one can predict the future
Go ahead and force a change
While I watch it all unfold
The future is dark, there are no guiding lights
No one to hold your hand, you're alone in this life
You just need to release
Let go of all the memories haunting you
You're carrying them around, like a bag of bricks
Constantly weighing you down
Putting the blame on the past, just let it all go
Putting the blame on the past, just let it all go
You have the chance to change what the future holds
Don't let these opportunities pass you by
You have the chance to change what the future holds
Don't let these opportunities pass you by
Tomorrow will be different
Start something new
Tomorrow will be different
Start something new
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